Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 10:31 PM:
wah shit..
this post is going to be full of vulgarites.
why must this world be so freaking unfair? i am so close to achieving what i have been aiming then exams must crop up. why must studies always interfere with our life? fuck you education. if the exams are going to ruin my chances in joining the syfoc im going to be super disappointed. haiz. how am i going to tell the FIs? how? i really dun wanna lose this chance leh. its once in a lifetime. im only a step away from it leh. i really hope to be able to postponed my exams sia. haiz. im so frustrated now.. exams or syfoc? haiz.. fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!! what to do....... im so stressed up.... how i wish i get injured now and im unable to participate. at least thats better than watching my cc position being taken away from me. haiz..... oh God, im gonna take my step of faith and believe that You will make a way for me. that You will help me. i cant breathe anymore and i really really want that position.
haiz... im tired... mentally tired... i need someone to talk to. someone who understands.
so come on, tell me.