Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 10:26 PM:
i really dunno what the hell am i doing nowadays. the things i do is just foolish. i dunno why i know what im doing is not right, but yet i continue proceeding in doing so. the feeling just sucks. i cant seem to find an explanation for the foolish things i have been doing. i just want to stop it. its really super idiotic and i have hurt people's trust in me through such acts. this must come to a stop. but how? i wonder. anyway, today has been a damn f up day so far. nothing seems to be right. everything i do is wrong. the most ridiculous thing is, i know is wrong yet i carry on doing it. theres this inexplicable fear i have in me. i need peace. lots and lots of peace. there's just too much for a person to handle in jc. whether is it coping with studies or cca. sometimes, the government is just being a fussy little spoilt brat always making us do this and do that. they treat us more like robots than actual human beings. shit sia. i dun want to screw up anymore things. now all i can do is, take a deep breath and continue with life. im just tired. very very tired. and my mind is still preoccupied cause its hurts to see someone dear struggling and yet you cant do anything.
All for One, All for Love
Bryan Adams
When it's love you give
(I'll be a man of good faith. )
then in love you live.
I'll make a stand. I won't break.
I'll be the rock you can build on,
be there when you're old,
to have and to hold.
When there's love inside
I swear I'll always be strong.
then there's a reason why.
I'll prove to you we belong.
I'll be the wal that protects you
from the wind and the rain,
from the hurt and pain.
Let's make it all for one and all for love.
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for onee it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show
and make it all for one and all for love.
When it's love you make
I'll be the fire in your night.
then it's love you take.
I will defend, I will fight.
I'll be there when you need me.When honor's at stake,
this vow I will make:
that it's all for one and all for love.
Let the one be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show
and make it all for one and all for love.
Don't lay our love to rest
'cause we could stand up to you test.
We got everything and more than we had planned,
more than the rivers that run the land.
We've got it all in our hands.
Now it's all for one and all for love.
It's all for love.
Let the one you hold be the one you want,
the one you need,
'cause when it's all for one it's one for all.
It's one for all.
When there's someone that should know
then just let your feelings show.
When there's someone that you want,
when there's someone that you need
let's make it all, all for one and all for love.
so come on, tell me.