Thursday, February 7, 2008 @ 10:50 PM: chinese new year lots of fun? i dun feel leh..
today is chinese new year.. so, HAPPY CNY everyone! so went visitations the whole day. very hectic. damn sian. dunno why this year like very boring. no fun at all. maybe cause getting bored liao. need smth new. haha. but not giving out angbao la. so i completed my temp job recently. got money now. but not a lot. need to go get a new peaked cap and maybe drill cane.. see how la. peaked cap more impt. cause i think going for marshalling duty once npap comes. haiz. campcraft comp like no hope can go help out liao la. sian. i need to clock finish my hours soon. got not much time left. so many things to do, so little time. haiz. finally, i finished my drill manual. so happy. but then need to pass to liling. haiz. wasted a lot of time cause my comp crashed. everything gone, so have to rewrite everything. worst thing is that my comp so unstable dun dare to type it in. later all gone again. so its
HANDWRITTEN!. ppl who read this in the future better appreciate it sia. haha..
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see
so come on, tell me.