Monday, January 7, 2008 @ 10:32 PM: what the hell
been going back queenstown very frequently cause of the campcraft training sessions. i really wonder, i really dun feel like going back yet there are so many bo liao people who purposely go back for fun. really is jiak ba eng leh. anyway, im quite pleased with the girls' team. they have really improved a lot. just a little bit more and they can make it. for the boys' team however, it was the first time i saw them training today. they are in deep shit. if they still do not want to train regularly, they can might as well dun participate. some of them can even ask what are they supposed to do. haiz. really dunno how to say them and also dun feel like saying them anymore. mr khoo came to talk to the team. hope it helps. he made the CIs join in doing. we were like wth. but then bo bian la. for the sake of their overall well-being we just went in. so helped out. i realised that i did everything faster than everyone, ending up i had nothing to do. perhaps, CI liao mah.LOL. i dun feel the same spirit we had two years ago. something is missing from the current thing and i cant seem to find it. its not my job to find it. its supposed to be instilled in them. or maybe, nurtured. well, there are more days ahead for training. for example, tml theres another one. its really tiring, i feel for the cadets. cause, i didnt even train so hard when i was a cadet. but for the CIs, its exhausting as well. i hope that we can do it for the comp, i know we can!
weeling, what happened? relax la.. everything will be alright.. just call me if theres anything.. im just a call away.(:
and all my tears, they roll down my face. why did you turn away?
so come on, tell me.