Tuesday, December 4, 2007 @ 9:47 PM: sian
going for the CIBTC tml. not really looking forward to it though. dunno why either. perhaps, i have no more motivation to go on anymore. i feel so tired. well, today did a lot of last minute shopping for the freaking course. i think i spent over $30 for the course itself. and thats not even inclusive of the Adventure Training Camp afterwards. haiz. waste time, waste money. how to save money like that. suddenly as the training draws nearer. i feel abit afraid. nowadays, i dunno why whenever i go for periods away from any form of contact i feel so lost and depressed. just cant stand that feeling. anyway, went to pass weeling my free tickets to The Golden Compass which i cant go because it is tml. haiz. will find a time to watch it, i think.
well, im going off for my course liao. think she's going off to thailand tml as well. haiz. wonder when i will get to see her again.
P.S. weeling your secret occupation is very unique. really didnt expect you would do that. haha.
im going off, and the very person that i want to know it does not know.*sob
so come on, tell me.