Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 11:29 PM: lol
everything feels so different now. finally i get to meet her today but yet we didnt say a word to each other. not even a simple "hi". how did our relationship turn 360 degrees so dramatically. i feel so sad. but yet, happy at the same time cause i finally get to see her. haiz. this feeling sucks so badly. no wonder there's a song that sings, "
what's hurts the most is being so close. and, having so much to say but yet watch you walk away." i cant go on like this. on the surface i may seem alright. but then inside it really upsets me terribly. but then, what can i do but just wait. oh Lord, give me strength.
well, tml is Adventure Training Camp. sian. will be back on the 19th dec. so anything. till then we shall talk. got to go back to packing now. sucks sia. ATC.
i"ll be with you where ever you go, through the eyes of the fly on the wall.
so come on, tell me.