Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 7:37 PM: title
yet another day goes by like this. i have to stop numbing myself with doing work. its not working anymore. what goes around comes around. have i done something wrong then i ask. why when the more i want something, the more i dun get it. its just so unfair. some people get everything and i get nothing. im been trying so hard to change. but why does it still turn out the same? im so tired playing the game of life. whats the point playing when you keep losing. nobody would want be at the losing end. been thinking real hard this few days. and i just want her to be happy. i dun want anything else. if me disappearing makes you happy, just say the word and i'll be gone. reminiscing the times hurts so bad each time. every word you said that time is like a knife that went right through me. so what am i to do now. haiz. guess what, my whole family will be away for holiday except for me. cause, tml i have training. anyone interested to join me for dinner? call me please. i hate eating alone. enough of the word "alone" already. i need company, been super restless recently. well, whats there to add somemore.
so girl, is it that i dont deserve you or what?call me out for dinner tml please, someone.
so come on, tell me.