Thursday, November 29, 2007 @ 3:25 PM: tired
i feel so restless. have no idea what to do now. yet another sleepness night, haiz. im so sick of that. went to play badminton with keane and friends today. thank god for him, at least he made me smile for the first time in a long time. he's such a great pal. saw her at the sports hall trng as well. haiz. i needed that workout, at least itv kept things off my mind. but now, back to reality. this feeling i have is so sickening. i really dunno what to do now. i feel so lost. perhaps even in despair. someone talk to me! songs i hear nowadays make me feel just worst. even in my own media player in random order its plays all the emo songs. haiz. think god is trying to counsel me. what else to write. i have no mood. my life taking a plunge now and its time to pick up the pieces.
When the rain is pouring downAnd my heart is hurtingYou will always be aroundThis I know for certainrubbish la..
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbid to shine
so come on, tell me.