Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 3:58 PM: in my mind i find.
well, i cant seem to find much to write here. maybe cause my life this hols is just eat, sleep, watch tv, go online(waiting for the fucking npcc hq to email me..Zzz). cant seem to find anything to so. cant go to work either, cause there isnt a job that would allow me to work for only like 2 weeks. anyway now, its less than two weeks till my CIBTC. its kinda like a bittersweet feeling im getting about the course. im looking forward to new uniform, my zipper boots and my peaked cap. im not looking forward to two weeks of not being able to go home.(i just found out, even weekends i stay IN:(..).. but then, it can ease my boredom, i think. prom is coming up. not really anticipating it, dunno why. maybe cause it was dragged too long and just simply lose interest already. that is..unless i find another reason to go..
hell man, someone ask me to go out. i dun care who. just allow me to leave my hse. sick of the food in my area. think probably the whole clementi i have eaten somewhere before. thought of going sch and check out the campcraft team, but then again, dun want to feel disappointed later again. i need entertainment. someone entertain me please. who wants to go out have coffee or whatever and just chill?..(doubt anyone i know is getting to read that...-.-|||).. let this just reach someone and ppl will start calling me out..
haven seen her for the longest time. wonder how is she doing. think nowadays she should have trng in the morning and afternoon. haiz. when will i ever get a chance to see her? i hope soon, so many things want to tell her. but yet, i cant seem to find a chance. just wish that she would call and like chat or whatever. just hope that i can do what i want to do before my CIBTC. then will have no regrets.
to the world you may be one person, but to me you are the world.
so come on, tell me.