Friday, November 16, 2007 @ 9:09 AM: Graduation Day
this four years have brought me laughter, tears and every emotion that you can ever think of. its been hard at times but its all over alright. coming to think of it, I'm really leaving eh?.. its kinda of hard to believe it, completing 10 years of education already. but well, all good things have to come to end an end. with every ending comes a new beginning right? hope i get over this feeling of detachment soon. but its really so fast. can't bring myself to believe it to be exact. hope this journey with the people i met here does not end together with it. people like wang zhi, howe yong. although they may be a bit irritating but i still enjoy the times i have with them. i will certainly miss nagging at eddie to work hard, hope he knows that even when the whole world turns their back on you, you still will have my support, cheers always. people that i started to detest, dun really want to go there, but just want to say that i put all the feuds behind. and i dun ever want to look back. then there's the bunch weeling xi wen, will always remember the wacky things that you all do..especially xiwen. weeling, just stay as how you already are, and dun always be affected by problems in life cause, know that you are never facing them alone. you still have a friend like me that you can talk too..:)..lots more that i want to say but i just can't bring myself to say here.
recently been into linkin park's songs, just realised that the songs meaning really reflects how i feel. maybe it was after the concert that the words really touched my heart. so deep inside. almost as though the concert was a gentle comfort for my soul. maybe a little encouragement. the song
numb especially had a even more significant meaning. perhaps i have not become numb, but you have. another song is
points of authoritycause you like to think your
never wrong. but i have never ever been angry about that cause you mean everything to me.
it's been so long since i talked to you. give me a chance please. asking you out has never been so difficult. all i ask is for a road that i can go, a path i can take, a choice i can make. i really just can't find a chance to tell you. it tears me completely in the inside when i can't see you and tell you how much you mean to me and that i want to be with you. i know you might never ever read this, but i really really like you.
and i tell you my friends, what's worst than having no hope is having false hope.
good luck to all sec 4 Queenstownians, may we meet again.
P.S. i will be back on 28 dec 07
Nicholas
so come on, tell me.