Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 4:53 PM:
well... today was oral!!.. haha.. it went great so happy that the topic that came out was related to geography...:P think i can get a distinction for eng now...wahaha... but then i saw her just now like very upset.. but fortuanately she not crying otherwise i really dunno what i'll do then... smth crazy perhaps..lol... think i will msg her tonight.. make sure she's alright.. otherwise.. seeing her like that i also feel so.. helpless...
recently a lot of teachers' like very interested on whether i got study a not.. first was mr wan, suddenly come to me asking whether i got study for my subs a not.. then was mr chong who came talking to me and asking me to study hard.. after was ms chee.. during the field trip we had to city hall.. but she said that it was mr chiang who asked her.. that got me thinking.. mr chiang doesnt teach me anything but why is he asking about me?.. today was mr khoo who asked me.. i really dunno why the teachers' keep asking me..somemore a majority are HODs.. i really got shaken.. i cant disappoint them.. since they have such hopes for me.. i need something to stir me up to persevere... maybe things are getting better now..hope it will carry on.. somethings are better left the way it is.. but some just have to change for the better... must work hard liao...
church this week was on "winning even when others do a better than you".. this sermon struck me.. quite hard in fact.. then pastor was calling on all those who feel unappreciated and feel that no matter how much they have done people are not accepting and taking you for granted.. when i heard that..it touched me somehow rather deep inside.. just like the day before i was talking about that then the next day..question answered.. and i hope that i will continue to serve on and believe that what i do will pay off soon..
being number one is not as important as being the number two..as it is for the number two who made the number one, number one... its the person who works behind the scene who matters..
"i am committed to make you succeed.."
thats it..bye..
Nicholas
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